InvaSion

I really don't know what I want
I really don't know where should I stand now
You were stealthily invading my mind
I really don't know what was happening
Where is my defence system which I have built up since I broke up
For just few days, it has been destroyed completely
I clearly understand the line between us
and I never meant to cross that line
I know it will ruin everything that we have gone through
Maybe it was only a temporary mistake
a mistake that I have resisted for such a long time
Or maybe it was just a sudden blow to my mind
which had caused me to be blurred by that neither thin nor thick distinguishing line

It is time for me to wake up
though I have to admit that you had once successfully invaded into my mind, to my soul
But I'm here to remind myself that doesn't mean anything to me, and you yourselves either
Just that sometimes it is heart-broken to see that when I put you on top of my priorities
and you just see me as an option.
it is not a blame on you, it is just me that have been thinking too much lately
It's time to wake up, I have to try my best to resume everything back to last time
Pull myself back from the confusing line, which I should never cross over